i feel really bad... been thinking lots of bad thots abt pple recently... and i feel really bad for it! cos like... i dunno one guy, lets call him A, is like this guy hu REALLY gets on my nerves. but the thing is... i hardly know him! like i just knew him lah and imediately i really dun like him???? like how dumb is dat rite. den saw him eating dinner by himself and felt so bad!!! but i dun think ive really been acting or thinking nicer thots abt him... and this girl, B... she really irritating too! and like recently, no matter wad she says, no matter how innocent, makes me get really irritated with her... its the whole impatient and short tempered thing again... like qt bad lah... and actually i think shes not tt bad... i din use to find her so annoying... but i dunno lah. sometimes i wish she wun come for trg haha. ok nvm... like everything seems so lethargic lately. i talk abt aimless things and like unimportant things???? somehow when i tok to my mg frens den no matter wad the thing we am talking abt is, it would seem funny and interesting but with other pple i just feel like so lethrgic. i dunno y haihz.

anyway. yst was qt a fun day heh. me and dex skipped part of sch (left at 1230) den he came my hse while i showered and changed den we went town! haha... he accompanied me while i waited for jac to come... den i met her and it was so nice to see her again! happy birthday girl!!!! we walked arnd den bindy popped up! it was a plan u see haha... me and bin planned it to surprise jac!! and she WAS very shocked haha... she almost cried (see! i said almost) and we all saw a FIERCER sid of her yst too!!! haha... jac is so scary i bet the woman was scarred for life heh. anyway we went spageddies to eat and den mother and ZAZA came haha... tho we could only see deb cos ZAZA was too SHORT! haha... feels good to say tt abt someone else :p but anyway i hope you enjoyed ur "birthday" haha... and den me and jac went to watch sat night fever! the dancing was REALLY good ok haha... REALLY good. and funny pple were dancing! me and jac thot it was so funny haha. ESP THE WOMAN!!! ok nvm. yupps all in all i think tt sat night fever is worth it!! and tho we got not tt good seats it was still ok and we got the funkiest level haha!!!! yupps. great day and great frens too!!!